(For those of you who don’t know that song, you should Google it.)
TODAY’S BLOG IS ANOTHER GUEST BLOG, WRITTEN BY HEATHER’S HUSBAND, JONATHAN (Heather dictated her thoughts to me, and now I will write them for my wife, in the 1st person, with my own notes added in italics)
My complaints, in this blog and in all of my blogs, are not to gain sympathy or because I’m fishing for comments reassuring me. I’m complaining because this is real life and I want to document what’s happening as it is and not sugarcoat it. Speaking of fishing, I haven’t done any of that, but oh I wish I could. (Me too, because that means more free fish in my belly.)
Dr Khoury had a family emergency and had to leave last night, so he requested I come in yesterday. So I called some babysitters, told Jonathan he can get out of his yard work if he drives me to Emory, and then we got in the car and the trekked 75 miles to Emory. I slept almost the whole way. Jonathan even said I snored. (She did. A lot.)
The good news is, despite the fevers and head cramps, Dr K feels everything is going as normal, and that these things are to be expected and are things that I will just have to make it through. He did prescribe a new med for me though that will hopefully slow down my high heart rate.
As you know, I have been taking and talking about steroids since November. I have been jacked up like Barry Bonds [there has to be a baseball remark when talking about steroids, right?]. Now I’ve hit the wall and I’m crashing. To let you know how bad I am crashing, let’s just say that I was in bed for about 18 1/2 hours today.
Although the sleep is nice, a steroid crash can lead to depression… and this is somewhat true in my case because I was starting to be able to do some activities that I was able to do before. I was starting to be able to take care of Evalyn, to feel like I’m a good wife (you are, sweetie; you always have been and always will be), to get up early and do my daily devotion and exercise, to work with a clear mind, and to take care of myself.
I haven’t been able to blog about things other than medical concerns… and I have lots on my heart to share… but I guess it’s not time yet. But man, do I have some cute pictures of Evalyn to show you!
(And as a side note, please pray for the patients of Emory. There were about 600 people who were exposed to TB throughout the last 6 months. News just came out about this today… And supposedly anyone who could have been affected has been contacted… and we weren’t)
Thank you for sharing openly and honestly about your journey. I was diagnosed in Palm Beach, Florida, where I live and teach middle school science, with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia, Philadelphia Positive (ALL Ph+) on March 3, 2011. It is one of those diseases that comes out of nowhere, removes you from your life, and you feel like you are running a marathon at a constant sprint. You are a very brave and strong woman, and like me, you have a wonderful support system and God is with you.
ReplyDeleteI am being treated in Denver, CO where I have been gone through 4 rounds of Hyper C-VAD with Dasatnib and I am preparing for a BMT on June 16th. I too have been sharing with my family and friends on www.caringbridge.com. It is a free website and I also find it a great way to communicate with my people. My name is Jill Krystel and I have been reading your blog, as you are several weeks ahead of me in your treatment and it is nice to hear someone else's story that is similar to mine. I know we both will beat this and God will continue to give us the strength and the courage we need and heal us completely. You and your family are in my prayers. I rejoice in the battles you have won against the Leukemia and I want you to know that you are a blessing and an inspiration to others including me.
Jill, the hardest is yet to come for sure... please do not hesitate to call me anything as I will know better than anyone. 404-307-5000.
ReplyDeleteThank you. Were you also Philadelphia Positive and on Dasatinib? My blog is at www.caringbridge.org. Page is my name Jill Krystel. As you know I may be out of it for a few days/weeks. You are almost at youe 100 days. I am so happy for you. Stay safe and keep up the fight!
ReplyDeleteYep I sure was....I'll be praying for you!
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