Hello,
This has been a rough few days home to tell you the truth. Being couped up in the hospital, finally getting home, and then being couped up in the house hasn't helped matters. I will be glad when all the ice and snow is gone so that I can take a walk. Thank God my uncle John and cuz Andy were nice enough to come get me on Wed. They are so awesome!
Mostly, I have been sick to my stomach but I also developed some mouth sores, which is common with chemo. I'm not sure why since I didn't have any with the other rounds. I have been very tired and have not had much of an appetite.The mouth wash that I have to use tastes like crap and I couldn't work very much at the end of the week. Wow, that's a lot of complaining. I say all that the also say that I have been down, way down. I think the combination of everything made me very depressed. I'm starting to feel better now but each day is struggle to get what I need to get done, done, or even to take care of myself and Evalyn. It has required every bit of my will to get up to do something. Luckily, my mom came to help for the weekend! It's always great to have her her, she is so good with Evalyn.
I have a lot to be thankful for and I also have to realize that it's ok to have some bad days and it's ok to have some really bad days. Everyone seems ok with that except for me. I'm a weirdo sometimes. :)
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Wallace crawled into my robe to make me feel better and to make himself warmer. |
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She has found her feet! |
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Yummy! |
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My violet is blooming even though it has been ignored.... made me happy. |
We're always toughest on ourselves, aren't we? It is OK to complain and to feel down. Everybody else is OK with it, so I hope you can be OK with it too. =) Always thinking of you. I need to get on the ball and send you those clothes for Evalyn; I have a real mess going in Emilie's room right now as I try to figure out what she needs for spring!
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