Hello,
Been a long time since I have written. I'm not even unpacked from the trip, had company, and have had some extra issues on top of that.... so blogging was last on the list. I am honestly so overwhelmed with the amount of self care tasks that I have each day that I'm messing up. Not bad, just forgetting to do stuff here and there. I need help. I don't like saying that. I need someone to just sit down with me and help me write out everything I need to do each day in an organized simple way, because doing it alone is so, well, so overwhelming. It's like if I see it on paper, I might freak out. We are dealing with the facts, without much information, that Jonathan is going to get laid off. My uncle Frank is in the hospital, at Emory, on the BMT floor, and my heart hurts so bad because I know what that first week is like and I know what is to come. I had a good care package for him, because I know what you need even if you don't.... a small trash can, scissors, good toilet paper, plates, napkins, spoons and forks, snacks, reading material, a notebook to stay organized, calendar, your own name labels expo marker, aquaphor for your lips, muscle pain reliever cream, flush-able wipes, moving all the the nursing stuff to one place ( they had taken over his room), a fake flower :), some games, pens, dry mouth spray, a night light, slippers just for the hospital, and a few more needed items. Uncles trying to pay me for them.... yea right... after all the money he has ever given me and he has always treated me like his blood relative.
I can't wait to tell you about our trip, visit with friend Josh, and our awesome play date and to an show you some new pics and videos. That will be coming soon.
Since a week or more ago I've had terrible sweellingin my feet despte that I do stop and put them up and wear these freaking compression hose almost day and night. The doc gave me some medication for 3 days to see if we could get some of the fluid off me, hello my favorite seat, the old pink john. I took it this morning so hopefully I won't have to spend the night in the duck bathroom. They reduced the steroids again, maybe that's why I'm so tired today, except for the fact I went 90 to nothing all day yesterday and even made it to small group. Then they upped an immune suppressant hoping to help with the joint pain I have been having. On my Lord.... I can take IBUROFEN now!!!!! I almost did a jig in the office.
Then on my way out, I danced and sang a new song I learned this weekend for a group of patients getting who knows what into their body... "God Dance the day you were born." I'll make a video for you ;) As Evalyn would say..... it's fun.
Sending the most awesome pics soon!
Heather
WELCOME
Hello,
Welcome to my Blog! Yes, I have been in the fight of my life against Leukemia, insomnia, depression, side effects of medications, molting skin, pooping my pants and this list goes on.... however, I still love my life, and that's what this blog is about Real Life. I hope to meet others who trails have brought them closer to the Lord and molded them for the next step in God's will. In January 2011 , my family, physician, and Be the Match was featured on a Fox 5 news story about bone marrow donors and transplants. In March, I was interviewed on Atlanta and Company along with Be the Match. I was chosen to sing the national anthem at the Be the Match Run last year and will also be doing it this year, along with some other songs. My team, no thanks to me, raised over $4,000 and raised more than any other team! Please join my team this year or consider donating here at the Run those Stem cells out ! Team I was also chosen for a patient advocacy panel for the international council meeting at Be the Match in MN in November. How exciting!! I ended up not being able to attend due to the relapse. I had hoped I could help raise awareness about how easy it is to sign up to be a donor and how many people need your help! Please go to bethematch.org and sign up! I was able to have my bone marrow (same as stem cell) transplant at the end of March thanks to a 22 year old donor oversees that I hope to meet her one day. As I came up on my 6th month mark and continued to add more normal activities to our lives, I relapsed, meaning that the that the cancer had mutated and the leukemia came back. I spent 2 more weeks at Emory and some other nights here and there and now I'm on a drug from the FDA. I have a compassion waiver so I am able to get it. I have to take it day by day sometimes hour by hour. Time keeps moving and my little girl is growing up. I'm lucky that I'm getting to see it. I continue to praise God for his wonderful blessings he has shown us including my wonderful husband Jonathan, baby girl Evalyn Rose, supportive family and friend, great medical care, new readers, and the chance to make a big difference, even if that means being a Lab Rat.
God Bless You!
Please read, comment, enjoy, learn, grow, LOVE LIFE.
Most Recently I have started a booth at a local consignment store with handmade jewelry from friends, crafts, and my own art from recycled materials. It is called DAY by DAY. God was very clear with me starting this. Please look over to the right of blog and click on Day by Day to see some pictures. I'm just getting started but I am taking orders from people that I know. You will be able to personalize items, etc. I just haven't decided how I will be selling them via internet yet. But for now, the jewelry is at A Weekend A'fair in Athens, GA and will hopefully be at some stores downtown soon.
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That's interesting post. Proper Medical check up is must if any such symptoms arises. It is good to do exercise regularly & massage with oil regularly. GOD BLESS YOU & keep everybody fit & fine.
ReplyDeleteYea, i wish my insurance covered massages. I hope to get around it somehow!
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